Past - For the most part in my past i have incorporated (not intentionally) my surroundings in my dreams especially my bedroom and house and this is how my dreams usually start out, well the ones i can remember anyway. I have always been a sleepwalker (apparantly hiereditary) but again i don't know it is happening unless i am woken by someone or i have somehow managed to wake myself up. To make it clear, i go bed, i sleep, i sometimes dream, i wake. I don't plan anything like lucid dreams.
Present - I have been looking up dreams just recently as i am either not dreaming at all, or not remembering or i am having one dream where the patterns are similar each time although they are starting to escalate with the violence and senario. I don't want to give to much away but one person i know, the other person i have seen pictures of but she always looks different but i know its her. I might as well be physically awake as these dreams are feel so real, i am looking at these people, i see textures, glass, pulling the door knob etc. Then when i do actually wake. It hits me like a ton of bricks and i dont know if to cry or get angry.
I am telling you this as i fell asleep on my bed earlier for about 2 hours and i woke and i was almost paralysed with fear and anxiety. This dream is escalating, i am becoming more violent and now one of the people's relatives are in the picture. Its like a serious WTF is going on here.
Like i said, i have been looking up dreams and what Sigmund Freud has had to say. That women are more likely to have nightmares (if this is what it is) than men as we are apparantly more prone to depression. The mind working through our problems etc.
I don't think i am stressed. I am plodding on with life. I know i have had my problems but i am getting on with it. This dream escalation brings me pain and hurt blah blah. I want it to stop.
Can i have your 2 cents please???