My friend Dillan is very skilled at diagnosing people, according to the DSM-IV relatively quickly and has a dagree in psychology, but he says he has no idea what disorders I have. But mentions they are there.
Contingency, I ordered the DSM-IV from my library since it wasn't there to figure out myself.
I've noted that in relationships a girl will like me but once she gets to know me she has an unexplainable reason for why she just wants to be friends [and all the research I've done on relationships, attraction, intuition, subconscious, and a few minor studies related to the issue points to a problem with me. I do everything correct but people still toss me aside once they get this vibe from me]
I'm constantly depressed and don't understand why everyone who gets close to me runs off, or why when I look at my friends checking their inbox or missed calls they have many messages and people wanting to spend time while I get what they get in a day within about a month.
So, I want to know what's wrong with me so I can fix it. I don't want to be sad anymore.
I don't know what information I need to toss out in order for someone to figure out what's wrong. I don't know exactly why I'm always depressed [aside from obvious concrete things like people I care about keeping a distance from me].
How do I figure all of this out and do any of you know off hand how to diagnose me.