I am pretty sure that this is IN(T) thing in general.
As a person I can drive people to insanity in real life. Which is because I am hollow in every way. (except physically)
My personality is not too well defined and I already did some posts about it.
Another thing is that my intrests are also quite hollow.
Pretty much everything that in the in the spot of my intrests is hollow and it has pretty much nothing to do with people or society.
Through my entire life I don't socialize and I don't search a joy in physical pleasures.
Instead I am mostly alone/detached while I am "diging" for something in the background. For my entire life I am going around searching for hidden meaniings or facts and try to place them in them in the big picture.
My future profession is geology and one of my hobbies is astronomy so have developed very good sense for big picture (in space and time) what means my picture of reality in the root is different from the picture of majority.
What would not be so big deal if all the thing are quite easy to prove.
Because of this have I deal with the things that have happened billions of years ago or with the idea of the world in which mankind does not exist everyday.
For another example: people can look at one lovely field with some rocks on it and enjoy in the beauty and quiet of the landscape and think how it would nice to live here.
But what would typical geologist do ?
I would try to date the age of rocks and draw a simple map. Once you do that some things will become much more clear. Maybe the landscape looks nice but the positions and oldness of rocks suggest that there is a entire fault line system in this landscape that is literally invisible.(but it is there)
What means that it would not be too good to live there.
This is one very simplistic and general example but this is what I do and how I act by default.
Over the years I have gathered enough experiance in video games.
But I was never really interested in the main thing. I was always more interested in searching of hidden areas that will give me some advantage.
Or how to sneak around other players without drawing attention, while ploting something in the process.
In highschool I was known as "the ghost" since my activity/presence usually goes unnoticed, plus I have the ability to appear out of nowhere.
I haven't changed a bit since then.
I lived my entire life literally like this and pretty much all of my positions are based on facts and theories that can't be dirctly seen or they are outside of normal social realm. Plus emotions don't play too big role in all of this.