"No ray of sunshine is ever lost, but the green which it awakes into existence needs time to sprout, and it is not always granted to the sower to see the harvest. All work that is worth anything is done in faith." - Albert Schweitzer
My older brother started to exhibit schizophrenia about two years ago, I'm almost positive he's INTP. I had read that it can be hereditary, an in light of my brother's diagnosis learned uncle (who I never see anymore) is also schizophrenic. My first visit to the psychiatrist didn't turn up anything, but recently a few things led me to get checked again and he now tells me I am borderline, that it is normal to see the onset of schizophrenia in your mid-20's. Furthermore he wants me to attend therapy to cope with my vast trust and boundray issues that possibly stem from childhood trauma, though I lack the finances for that.
He wants a followup analysis in another few months. I feel pretty apprehensive about it, after my brother was medicated he barely speaks anymore and lives with my parents.