[Type 2] Am I Nine or Two?

[Linb38]

I would rather be a nine, but I honestly can't tell which I am. I feel a great guilt in my gut when I read about twos and for some reason despise the thought of being a two and think they are the worst type. However, my best friend is definitely a two (and no I don't hate her), and we're noticeably different since she is VERY emotional and easily becomes angry for very little reason. She says I'm not emotional at all, kind of like I repress all my feelings and I haven't been legitimately REALLY pissed at anyone since late elementary school I think. This makes me seem like a nine, but I think I have a "need to be needed" and often question if others like me at all, but I NEVER hurt others or tell them I think they "should be grateful for my service" and I don't think I try to manipulate others into liking me (but isn't that a feature of twos too?). I also never wanted to be popular and I try to be very modest and get really uncomfortable when I feel like I'm better than others. Also, I TOTALLY do the nine thing where you "melt" into others and totally forget yourself. I would whole-heartedly types myself as a nine, except for that pesky fear of being unloved or left behind and forgotten/hated by the people I love. Idk, this whole thing is basically giving me an identity crisis so any input would be really appreciated

 

[Virtual ghost]

Don't you think you answered your own question pretty clearly ?

 

[Forever]

Don't you think you answered your own question pretty clearly ?

lol

 

[Red Memories]

I would rather be a nine, but I honestly can't tell which I am. I feel a great guilt in my gut when I read about twos and for some reason despise the thought of being a two and think they are the worst type. However, my best friend is definitely a two (and no I don't hate her), and we're noticeably different since she is VERY emotional and easily becomes angry for very little reason. She says I'm not emotional at all, kind of like I repress all my feelings and I haven't been legitimately REALLY pissed at anyone since late elementary school I think. This makes me seem like a nine, but I think I have a "need to be needed" and often question if others like me at all, but I NEVER hurt others or tell them I think they "should be grateful for my service" and I don't think I try to manipulate others into liking me (but isn't that a feature of twos too?). I also never wanted to be popular and I try to be very modest and get really uncomfortable when I feel like I'm better than others. Also, I TOTALLY do the nine thing where you "melt" into others and totally forget yourself. I would whole-heartedly types myself as a nine, except for that pesky fear of being unloved or left behind and forgotten/hated by the people I love. Idk, this whole thing is basically giving me an identity crisis so any input would be really appreciated

if you read about tritypes, you could have a 2 heart type fix and a 9 gut type fix.

 

[Smilephantomhive]

What type do you want to be? Answer.

 

[Red Memories]

For a real answer:
Usually the type that makes you feel like "oh god I'm actually kind of crappy" is probably the one you are.
when I read E1, there was so much relation, but also like OH GOD WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF
and when I read E4 I was like "omg 4s sound like the most awful self absorbed people ever..."
and when I read E7 I felt like "shit these are greedy gluttonous people..."

and then I am 147. triple frustration.

you're welcoome. XD