Well, I mean, I think I understand, I just don't relate, at all. You're not even aware you're doing it, it's kind of sad. It's like there's nothing I can do. You're just not aware. And test results mean nothing if you bs the answers, btw.
I would stop using the INFJ title. You're obviously not one. I don't know your type, It's hard to type someone who's constantly lying to themselves and others.