I'm kinda trying to position myself to go sweetie. Perhaps think of it this way... you are one of the main reasons I haven't committed forum suicide by posting porn - a strategy I have an extraordinary amount of respect for.
I've given you everything you need to break the spell. It's "the forgetting" that's getting in the way...and I've been trying to figure out a way around it. I think the best I will be able to do is just to create a summary of it all for you to refer to.
I've also considered that breaking my long silence with regards to the "Cube test" (haha @riva ) and sharing my results would help you understand 7 a bit better...and function in a similar way as the "suicide by porn" method but without earning me a ban (I would just be too embarrassed to return haha.)
I'm getting a summary together for you.