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    Quote Originally Posted by Starry View Post
    You said certification...I just went back and read. You aren't getting paid are you? You paid and are "learning" in this person's pharmaceutical correct?
    I am getting paid 9.50 per hour. If I work 600 hours, that raises to 20.00 per hour. If I am terminated at any point during the process for any reason, I will, by law, not be allowed to ever try again. The unpaid period ended when I graduated high school (remember the pharmacy class)?
    Enneagram: 6w7 (phobic) > 2w1 > 9w1
    Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
    Holland Code: AIS
    Date of Birth: March 15, 1996
    Gender: Male
    Political Stance: Libertarian Liberal (Arizona School/Strong BHL)
    ATHEIST UNITARIAN UNIVERSALIST HUMANIST
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    I say this as a reminder to myself, but this goes for everyone:

    You can achieve anything you set your mind to, and you are limited only by how dedicated you are to succeed!

    -Magic Qwan
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    Quote Originally Posted by Magic Qwan View Post
    I am getting paid 9.50 per hour. If I work 600 hours, that raises to 20.00 per hour. If I am terminated at any point during the process for any reason, I will, by law, not be allowed to ever try again. The unpaid period ended when I graduated high school (remember the pharmacy class)?
    Oh I'm happy for you! Hold on for one second though...
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    Quote Originally Posted by skylights View Post
    Not an answer, nor do I know that you need them. I am not a professional. Just a friend with an idea. ADHD and anxiety can both look like each other and overlap, of course.

    I am glad it is looking good so far. Give it time and take it easy while you adjust to the new meds. Sometimes hitting a good balance can take a while.

    This should be taken to PM. Or if the primary concern is that you felt misrepresented and are basically putting out a PR statement...post in a different Magic Qwan thread where you have been active. Thanks.
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    Quote Originally Posted by pinkgraffiti View Post
    Totally just now caught this.

    It feels really good to see you pink.
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    @Magic Qwan


    Quote Originally Posted by Starry View Post
    What I need you to get is you are worth the air you breathe and the space you inhabit. Do not put yourself inferior to anyone...because you're not.

    At the end of the day I really don't care where you're working, where you're an intern... what program you're in, how much money you do or do not make... how many pills you cram down your throat every morning and night with the small glass of tap water you keep on your nightstand that kinda tastes funny like dust and pennies... (as an individual that actually has an Rx of inattentive ADD & anxiety it has been my personal experience that meds don't do shit.)

    What I quoted above...that's the shit that's going to actually do shit.


    How surprised do you think I am that you struggle to get simple tasks completed when I consider how much of your mental and emotional energy is going towards worry? Towards feelings of inferiority? Beating yourself up for making mistakes only to drain yourself of what is needed to not turn right around and make another mistake?
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    Quote Originally Posted by Starry View Post
    How surprised do you think I am that you struggle to get simple tasks completed when I consider how much of your mental and emotional energy is going towards worry? Towards feelings of inferiority? Beating yourself up for making mistakes only to drain yourself of what is needed to not turn right around and make another mistake?


    Not surprised in the least.
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    But it gets worse...

    Can you not see that you have already lost long before you enter the classroom or workplace and start fucking things up worrying about fucking things up?

    If you see yourself as a failure... if you feel yourself as a failure... you have already failed.
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    Okay, I need to go now but I will leave this word...

    I don't give a shit what enneagram type you are...7, 9, 21, 470, 8,963

    Let go. Or in the language of this thread... detach. Get yourself out from underneath the microscope. Give yourself some breathing room. Standback so you can truly see what is real. Look outward towards the horizon. Claim your spot in the sun so you can do what you were put here to do.

    And I love you.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Starry View Post
    But it gets worse...

    Can you not see that you have already lost long before you enter the classroom or workplace and start fucking things up worrying about fucking things up?

    If you see yourself as a failure... if you feel yourself as a failure... you have already failed.
    That is deep…

    I don't want to be complacent, either.

    I suppose I can be cautiously optimistic…
    Enneagram: 6w7 (phobic) > 2w1 > 9w1
    Alignment: Chaotic Neutral
    Holland Code: AIS
    Date of Birth: March 15, 1996
    Gender: Male
    Political Stance: Libertarian Liberal (Arizona School/Strong BHL)
    ATHEIST UNITARIAN UNIVERSALIST HUMANIST
    and
    SCIENCE ENTHUSIAST


    I say this as a reminder to myself, but this goes for everyone:

    You can achieve anything you set your mind to, and you are limited only by how dedicated you are to succeed!

    -Magic Qwan
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    Quote Originally Posted by Starry View Post
    Totally just now caught this.

    It feels really good to see you pink.


    @MagicQwan if it makes you feel better, i nodded at almost all you said about your reactions to work (difficulty paying attention and being consistent, etc). i haven't really found a solution, i try to go heavy on Te, but i can't do it for a long time, otherwise it makes me feel bleak and depressed. some days are better, others worse. on the bad days, i usually have a beer to unwind when i get home (like you and your ice cream), and then there is always the weekend, which allows you to relax, follow other interests and free yourself from other people's expectations of you, which allows you to get your energy back to prepare for the week ahead. alas that is life, as a young enfp, you just have to find your own inner balance, that allows you to float over ever-day-life-minor-bullshit-happenings, and still see the poetry in the universe. i guess...*shrugs* *smiles*
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