@small.wonder I fear being unsafe when Im out in action in the physical world. Its like Im afraid of lacking physical boundries when Im out walking on the street. Its basically being physically in streets I feel unsafe, people scare me and since there are no physical boundries between myself and them except for space, I tend to keep my distance physically. Im just extremely uncomfortable on the street, as well as in public transportation. Its different when Im somewhere I like, such as a MTG tournament or at a friends house, because I know it isnt the same crowd that hang out there as I cross on the street for the most part. Streets just seem dirty and Im tired of the noisy, crowded, polluted city I live in. And since I dont have a car and have noone close to me who does, I have no way to escape taking public transportation, and I hate it. Of course this isnt something most or even anyone even understands, everyone just tells me I need to get used to it and if I dont like it, its because Im agoraphobic or something. They dont get it. Having to rely on public transportation sucks because, while its one thing to take the bus on occasion, it sucks to have to see an environment as ugly and unaesthetic as a bus, tram, or subway everyday. And fours are concerned with elegeance and beauty. Sounds like a bad combination to me. I cant wait till I get a car, but the process is so difficult out here in Europe.
Sorry to vent all this out of my system on you, lol, but you asked.