I'm 6w5 sp/sx
I fear death, I have a random ass fear of being in the dark alone that's frankly carried on for too long. I have overcome it a little within the last year mostly by reading and practicing what Byron Katie talks about in her book Loving What Is. I used to not go out past dark. It was debilitating. I still have a hard time too. For some reason I'm afraid of either someone attacking/killing/threatening me or some kinda animal with rabies attacking me in the middle of the night. If there are other people with me that I trust and that I know are intellegent I don't fear it. So maybe it's not the dark, maybe I'm afraid of but being alone? I'm still trying to figure that out. I love being alone in the day though.
I have a fear of growing old and ending up like my parents (old, sick, no money for retirement). I have a fear when it comes to any kind of illness. I panic when I see blood and I start to loose circulation to my head...I haven't fainted yet tho. And anytime I'm sick or in pain I am scared it will last forever, also scared that I'm not diagnosing it properly...which leads back to fear of death.
as for the sx part...I'm realizing more and more how impulsive I am. It's to the point I ignore my own well being. So quite often I'm in situations where I've broken up with a person and still have sex with them even though I know my feelings are going to be hurt afterward cause they don't really care about me. I dunno if that's sx or what but it bothers me. I'm only really motivated and impulsy when it comes to relationships though...I wish I could use that impulse to a better use...like "oh I gotta floss right now" but I don't lol I'm actually trying to balance that out currently in my life. It's hard.