@djarendee. This doesn't sound like love. It sounds like infatuation. You are both idealizing each other into what you each 'could be' to the other person. (so close; so far away). But this relationship is quite toxic.
If she's the experienced one - she isn't learning anything from her experiences. Sounds like a lot of mind games with her. That is feeding your desire for intense emotions. I would take some introspection about why YOU need or value that to FEEL. Because you're going to repeat this type of dynamic. It's not healthy.