i love it. And i think im most genuine to myself when i act on my impulses of feelings just the way i feel like acting. Ive noticed i become silly like when im open to my feelings like this, is that the case for anyone else? How do you think it changes you when you become melodramatic? I think im integrating at those states, cause the only other alternative is _killing_ every trace of my feelings.
Although i often feel the pressure of expectations are preventing this melodramatic honesty from myself.
And by melodrama i do not mean overdoing it like rarity in my little pony. Rather, i mean, going with the strength and autonomy a well poised jedi like peacefulness offers me. Well, i AM a jedi after all..
But yeah, at occasions i can be hurt by something but i try to turn it into pleasurous melodrama.
I dont know what to ask.. Just express any thoughts you have emerging on this subject.