I like the stories you guys have shared ;D Very helpful!
Haha as a sophomore I wanted terribly to take an AP class because I felt I was up to it. My mother strongly suggested to just stick with sports if I wanted to spend time because if I fail the class I couldn't switch out.
Funny, though, because even though I'm all for spontaneity, secretly I need a little security or awareness if something is potentially dangerous and/or hurtful. Otherwise I'll just pounce into something before I change my mind and shoot off after something else.
And this may sound off-topic but what was Holly Golightly? A 3 or 7? In some ways I related to her free-spirit. My current relationship had to be forcex into my life because I was afraid he would hurt me like another had >_> Which also reminded me to say this:
I usually start off optimistic about everything. A truly traumatic experience has to change my outlook towards vigilant.