then i read mine...or 7 and was like this one sucks so much. how is this one so poorly written when his was spot on.
and...decided...maybe it's because it just doesn't really fit.
so i read 9...and really all was able to see how it was a closer fit....i relate to aspects of both but if i am a 7 i'd be like on health level one and have always been pretty healthy...but when reading 9 i could see that i'm often very healthy but could also relate to the lower levels of health...or realize how things could end up that way if i weren't careful. which to me makes more sense that one should be able to relate to all of it....
and....i do feel very happy most times...but it is more sort of serene then elated.
i do feel like i merge with people...a lot.. i felt that was just sxness..
i don't get bored with people any more than i get bored with myself...because people become parts of me...
i don't feel like i bend to people but maybe i do?? if i really look at it...maybe i really fucking do??