So I've joined this site a little while ago.
Then real life got a little crazy and only now I'm back posting.
I've been trying to make some headway in Enneagram space as of late it is even become the new main focus of my blog.
Having completed as for now my focus on the MBTI/Jungian types.
I'm quite sure I'm a body type as my main driver seem to be anger.
So far 9 fits the bill quite well as I have a tendency to zone out or narcotizise myself with video games and sugar.
Sometimes I use alchohol as well, but it is something I have control over as opposed to the two others.
I'm totally at their mercy at times.
I usually blame everyone else for things that go wrong, but I've learned to take some responsibility.
I seldom voice my blame, but lately I've worked on my assertiveness and abillity to voice my grievances.
So far it have led to positive and negative issues in my life.
Things that where a given like being liked can easily get disturbed.
However people respect me more. I feel this manifest as an 8 wing.
As for the head type I feel most at home in 5 as I often retreat to ponder things after having observed it.
I don't like to be around when I'm fearful, I prefer to retreat.
If I can't I will defend myself with lethal force and not consider the fact that someone might die before afterwards.
Is this an indication of 6'ishness or is it to do with my imagined 8 wing? I dunno.
As for image I dunno. I dislike the 2 quite a lot, I guess I can see a lot of behaviour in myself that level.
Things I don't like to admit. I guess 3 is prominent too, but it seems that it kinda is dependent on things going well.
As soon as things start falling to pieces the 3ness is gone.
I've changed quite a lot in recent years going trough grueling mental ordeals to change similar issues.
From a totally different POV.
Feel free to watch vids of me on my blog if you think it will help typing me.