I am pretty corious, about my enneagram type....Most of the time I've thought I am for sure 4, but I am not sure now and I think I some help from you, would be great :-) .
So reasons I think I might be 4 are: I am very artistic, aesthetic and creative. It is extremly important for me, to be original, to stand out from the crowd, I am also very individualistic. I have deep emotions, and sometimes it is almost an emotional unstability. I like to attract attention with my style, or original clothes. I am attracted to "dark" things, dark art, music, I mostly wear black and also death is pretty interessting topic for me. My whole life I search for my real identity, my true self and I also feel like part of me is missing and I want to find it. I am really jealous person, I imidietly see when someone is more beautiful, creative, original... And I can't freakin stand it!
Reasons why I think I might not be 4: I don't express my emotions, I don't like to be tragical infront of others, don't seek attention by expressing my emotions. I am emotionaly closed and overanalyze what I feel. Sometimes seek logic and system inside such things like feelings. I sometimes want to fit...I don't know who I really am and maybe sometimes I just follow others and wait for someone else to tell me who I am, or what should I do.
Reasons why I think I might be 6: Even though nothing from 6 description really fits someone once tell me, that I am misstyped 6. The thing is, that I feel fear sometimes, and it holds me back from doing some things I would like to do, but this is the only thing I can relate from 6 description.
7 I am such a bohemian...I seek for pleasure and sometimes I eat too much, drink too much, party too much... When I want something I want it now, I can't wait, I have poor self control, mostly do what is enjoyable, and comfortable. I seek for new stimules, adventures, knoweladge... I need change all the time and I can get bored extremly easily. But I am very shy, and maybe too emotional to be 7.
What do you think? Something from theese numbers, or something totaly else?