Do you ever crave...

[Ardea]

Yeah, I've imagined it that way myself. Though I've found evidence that is contrary to that romanticised notion (doesn't mean I won't still excuse myself into thinking it). Usually, what really happens, is the good stuff comes along when all you've been churning out is bad stuff. You'll keep plugging away and trying and trying and trying to get something "right" and then you'll get frustrated and go try something else completely unrelated. But when you come back, something happens and you jump forward and all the sudden what you were trying to do makes sense. Which is frustrating, and annoying, because if you're anything like me, you want to get it right the first time, not the tenth or fiftieth time. Yet the reward is so much greater than the annoyance.

You hold a lot of truth there...

Sometimes, I need the correct energy, so I need to generate it...

But it's the same result, really...