Successes: Many business ideas partially conceived. One interview. Felt really overqualified after I heard what the job actually was, let lack of enthusiasm show.
Failures: Too comfortable in current situation to take any real risk. Slowly dying inside. Really, a lot of somatization going on. Turns out my vertigo the last few days was because of a spike in blood-pressure.
Current Status: Out-dated resume in company database. More out-dated ones online at job-search sites.
Strategy: Get over my fear of change by writing up various business plans, grant proposals, till one really inspires me to pursue as an opportunity.
Next steps: Write up plan for my next idea to see if it gets me motivated.