[meshou]

I suppose. I don't reject meaning, though. I am very interested in what meaning people have personally created in their lives. I find value in it.

I think there's something beautiful about people who have created meaning to their existence, claimed their own lives as a result of self exploration and reflection, become more aware of themselves and their surroundings.

I don't think that's classically nihilist. nihilists are often a great deal more defeatist.

I also don't reeject all morality, nor do I think something being arbitrary makes it without merit. Everything's arbitrary, it can still be useful or valuable.