Welcome, HeavyMetal!
I'm a recovering heavy metal fan, myself. I enjoy a lot of music, but there was something about Metallica's and Ozzy's music that just got to me when I was down or just angry at the world. I still love them, but I am trying to distance myself from that type of music. I am trying to resolve myself how my future grand-children will see me when I am old and gray, and still head-banging to "For When the Bell Tolls".
