I got your point. I just wanted to point out that I have come from worse to miserable. One or two years ago I did nothing to get my life going on any track.
And in the last 4 years, I made my Bachelor and I am caring about people, my family and things again.
I still numb my problems via alcohol, not with drugs anymore. But it has done me good, thinks are working, I am not ready to make the step to give up my numbness and face life and I think I will never do.
I will go down with this ship
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