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What brand of morality to you hold yourselves and others accountable to?

I have no moral system that is a clear problem, but only in cases when you are asked for your morality. I believe in balance, fairness and logic. I go by my heart, when it comes to trusting people or giving them the security that they can trust me. If I like them it happens, if not it doesnt.

I especially see the discrepancies my NF girlfriend is having with morality. She recently told me that nurses on her station in the hospital are covering up for other nurses, if their husband calls and asks for them. The nurses tell their husband, they have to work and do otherwise.

I have the basic fear to loose my mind, because my world sometimes is erradic, colorful and chaotic. I can go so long ways that I start to transform the world around me into something non-existing, non-realistic, what I do believe and accept as being right. Therefore my highest form of concentration lays in linearity. Therefore I never develop a feeling towards someone, until I am not 100% sure, she wont disturb my linearity. Therefore I would never cheat on someone, because I would have to betray my own emotions and I would do the thing, I dread the most.

But this is no form of morality, this is basic instinct and comes with the design of myself.


Do people trust you?

Everyone close to me does and I have not failed anyone. I havent met their expectations though, which are sometimes to high. Like not doing something on behalf of the group, because it is good for the group, but I think its wrong. That's why I would never be a good soldier.


Do you consider yourself trustworthy?

No, I dont. I consider myself highly volantile. But I consider my basic feelings trustworthy. Would fight for them, til the day I die