Thanks for the replies. I can see now that it isnt just me, and that my fear is not just my imagination..
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Originally Posted by wolfmaiden14
If I actually get to that point from the high tolerance I've built up.. you will be in pain.
Whether it's because I break something physically or start sarcastically stabbing you emotionally with all the weaknesses and personal fears of yours that I've picked up on but not mentioned out of courtesy.. really depends on the situation.
And most likely either way I'll be staring you down the whole time. And I will feel absolutely no remorse because at that point, you WILL have deserved it and I won't hold back.
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This is very close to what I was talking about. Have you read the norse myth about the wolf that gets loose from its chains and eats the sun (prophecy of the seeress)? Thats how the possible scenario of me raging looks like in my mind.
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Originally Posted by Leysing
The second time the target of my fiery wrath ran away and yelled "She went crazy!"
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Whew..
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Originally Posted by phoenix13
Major upsets, however, tend to result in implosion followed by barely controlled, moderately focused explosion at the one who's wronged me. Perhaps it's learned, but I tend to numb myself by default when the transgression occurs, take a day to figure out why the hell I'm so pissed off, and then shove a stick up their ass the next day.
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Sounds familiar. I mostly retreat and find good reason why I should forgive. If it doesnt work, I stay away a bit longer.
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Originally Posted by Angry Ayrab
In the last month I can say that I lost my temper really bad in public at least 7 times on complete strangers.
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Thats weird.. I cant imagine myself getting angry like that.
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Originally Posted by phoenix13
Oh goodness! How could I forget the vigor of my youth (so long ago... 5, 6 years, is it?*)?! Yes, I punched a hole in my sister's wall, kicked a hole in her door, and cracked my mom's shin bone (not intentionally...
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Maybe we should be locked away. It is funny that the idealist stereotype with all the happy little bunnies and rainbows can be so wrong at times.